Thursday, June 27, 2019

Meet Procrastination's Dark Twin: Precrastination


Hi, my name is Chris, and I am a precrastinator.


Not a procrastinator, who is a person who puts off tasks until the last minute. Rather, I am that person’s opposite, somebody gets things done quickly, sometimes at the expense of quality. Hence, “pre” instead of “pro.”


The term “precrastinator” came into vogue five years ago, around the time that researchers at Pennsylvania State University were studying “walking and reaching,” according to a Scientific American article by Mark Fischetti.


As is often the case in research, the primary goal led to secondary discoveries. In this case, professor David Rosenbaum, experimenting with people carrying ice buckets from one end of an alley to another, noted that many people would pick up a bucket close to them, instead of one closer to the end of the alley, even though it meant carrying that bucket farther to complete the task.


The phenomenon of working harder to accomplish a goal just to say it was finished led Rosenbaum to theorize that some people could be precrastinators, rushing to remove tasks from their working memory.


Anybody who teaches for a living, as I do, will attest to the reality of precrastination. While students who wait until the last minute to complete a task are more common — and get all the press, so to speak — teachers also are aware of the yin to their yang, those students who are finished with an assignment before directions have even been given.


As an English teacher, I see this most often with essay tests. No matter how strongly I stress thoughtful, detailed responses and good time management, somebody is almost always done in five minutes, usually bragging about how “easy” the prompt was.


While that speed and braggadocio can be attributed to a lack of interest in the task, some instances, I belatedly realize, could be precrastination. Students want to be done so badly that they are willing to sacrifice quality.


I get it.


As an incorrigible maker of to-do lists — on paper and in various apps — nothing gives me more satisfaction than crossing off an activity or moving it to the “done” column. And when I finish a job that I forgot to put on my list, I’m not above adding it just so I can immediately put a line through it, even though I recognize this as ridiculous.


The last item on many of my lists is “make tomorrow’s list,” and I’ve marred otherwise lovely, loafing days by tallying minor tasks that I should do so that, on some theoretical tomorrow, I will have nothing to accomplish.


Of course, that tomorrow never comes, because it dawns with a list of its own.


The “precrastinator” designation gives me a label to hang on this behavior. It also explains my zeal to complete tasks that are vapid and inconsequential, both at home and at work, the real-life equivalents of TPS reports from the movie “Office Space.”


(Note to self: I need to add “rewatching Office Space” to my to-do list.)


In my case, I am offloading my working memory twice — once to the list, and then again when I remove it from the list. It’s double satisfaction.


Just as Rosenbaum theorized, it’s also extra work. I have time invested in making lists, along with time to accomplish many inconsequential tasks that could be done later — or never. Often, I need to go back to more important tasks and redo them because I rushed through them the first time.


To say nothing of the mental angst involved whenever I choose to ignore items on my list or when I wake up in the middle of the night thinking about what I still have to do.


Precrastination. It’s not just for breakfast anymore.


Step one in solving any problem is admitting you have one. Next is to decide how to deal with it.


I could start by picking one day a week when I will not make any lists.


That’s a good goal. I’m going to add it to my to-do list.


Damn.


Originally published on Thursday, June 20, 2019, in The Alliance Review. 

Stepping Off for a Straight Pride Parade

Have you seen the Straight Pride flag? 
It’s black and white — because gays, those greedy devils, have already claimed all the other colors of the rainbow for their own flag — with the traditional symbols of Mars and Venus at the center. 
The Straight Pride flag is also very boring, as befits a cause that is similarly boring. 
During June, which is Gay Pride Month, a handful of dingdongs ... excuse me, very concerned citizens, has decided that July needs to be Straight Pride month. Apparently, they feel their rights are being trampled by the many LGBTQ demonstrations in cities around the country and world. 
As a straight man, maybe I should join the straight pride movement. After all, how fair is it that being straight has never gotten me a parade? 
Hmmm. 
Let me tell you some other things that being straight has never gotten me. 
It’s never gotten me shot or lynched. 
It’s never gotten me made fun of in school. 
It’s never gotten me harassed by police. 
Or denied housing. 
Or cried over by a parent. 
Or told I couldn’t marry the person I loved. 
Or subjected to shock treatment. 
Or thrown out of the military. 
Or discriminated against at work. 
Or made the butt of jokes on TV. 
Or prayed for by people who claim to love the sinner and hate the sin but who would be overjoyed if I could somehow change the essence of my being. 
I guess, given all these things that being straight has never gotten me, I can accept that I’ve never had a parade. 
Or haven’t I? 
It is fair to say that heteronormative values have been celebrated in this country and around the world for centuries. 
They’re celebrated every time a man and a woman marries. 
Every time a child is raised along traditional gender lines. 
Every time male and female actors lock lips on the big screen and the audience sighs. 
Every time a picture is snapped of a prom king and queen. 
Every time we can walk down the street holding hands without some jerk in a car doing a double take and looking in the rearview mirror. 
Every time we don’t have any doubts about safely using a public restroom. 
Every time we are accepted, without question, by friends and family who understand and “get” us. 
These are the Straight Pride parades that heterosexual people march in, the ones that step off each morning when our feet hit the floor beside our bed. 
Heterosexual people don’t need a special day or month or flag because we don’t face the same hurdles that gay people do. Because straight accomplishments have never been scrubbed and sanitized out of history books. Because the world doesn’t look at being straight as a psychological illness that can be cured with a little — or a lot — of effort. 
Maybe, someday, LGBTQ people won't need a special month or flag either. 
But the world isn't there yet. 
And as long as people keep having dumb, knee-jerk reactions like Straight Pride Month, it never will be. 
Originally published in The Alliance Review on Thursday, June 13, 2019.